Love it~

Love it~ by cadeeyi featuring a leaves ring

nguaaaa how can you not fall in love with thesee =] =]

should do what is right

been thinking what should i do
finally i gave myself a conclusion
i really do not want to get myself into any mess anymore
just be clear about what is in my heart.. what i really want
what is the right one im actually searching for
keep reminding myself.. I am good with myself and my job and my life
And I am feeling content with it.. so be rational =]

stress=motivation=move

that day was my one month anniversary in super dining
and it was my performace review with managers too
been told that they expect me to learn even more faster
they said i actually can do it
so i was actually thinking..why the hell am I feeling so comfortable in this condition
that I am not forcing my self,pushing myself to learn faster
I actually should take up all the initiative to learn and absorb and grow
but i am still.. enjoy my everyday..ah cadee pls move
I really feel stress up abit after the review..
I can see the future opportunity..
Is the matter of how hard i work and how smart i communicate
thank god fellow collegue/friends are really nice to me
but how long am i gonna stay in this peaceful environment before get transfered to other outlet..which are place that I hv to adapt to again T.T
well... move ur assssss la chui c yi =]


I used to think about you everyday I wake up
But i think about my work even more now..hahaha
but still.. argh

had a great night dancing
dance like i nv dance b4..dance like this will be the last time I can dance
feeling stress relieved...
actually it was abit too short..some assh*** ruin the night
other than that everybody was nice and fun haha
sitting there so quiet 1stly..
after tony and wayne came.. the night is on..ahahaha
i saw cecelia fuyoh good dancer XD XD
i was abit paiseh at 1st..but ah wayne drag me out LOL
u will never believe he is already 35+ but still berstamina
and look like 27 only LOL
Patrick is really funny.. he can dance even everybody were still sitting there XD
feel sorry to sam..did not really say anything more to him eventho its actually his farewell party.. ><
anyway... low stamina working today..
haha luckily in nt drunk last night or else i will be like zombie today
and Im gonna sleep with air con tonight!!wheeyyy~~
need more night out like this >-)

been holding myself for many days...
Feeling better and getting better I actually thought
Because been so busy for the past few days.
Lots of customer that I don hv empty time to think too much
And unfortunately..Its too free today
Nothing really much to do
And my hand was too itchy..
I should not read the blog and I am now worrying =.=shit
Haha I thought I m getting less concern already
but when its not busy today
Lots of thing... come to my stupid mind
worry abit of course.. wondering hey how are u doing blah blah blah
aiya chee shy yi..u told urself to let go isnt it..
hold urself more la pls pls pls

why me? argh T.T

If the news is real
which mean I am going to transfer to another outlet due to lack of manpower =.=
what the fuckk honestly this is what i feel when my friend told me bout it
I wish it was just a april fool joke
but dim gai everyone seems like know bout it?
and hell yea if really unlucky..I will be going to Sri Hartamas the busiest outlet
If yes..Pls don make it too tragedic
I am worry bout the hostel..the people..and thr working evncironment~
this outlet...from opening will be busy until gate close =.=
My feet..gonna break off i guess
I actually feel..stresseddddddd T.T
I just get along very well with people in Kura =(
And now I probably hv to leave...
T.T why me?

purpose..reason..and direction

I need a reason... to stay
I need a puspose to keep moving
I need a direction..to where I am heading

I am fine..doing well with my job
But Im still thinking..What do I actually wanna achieve?
What is my purpose in here?
What am I going to do..to get what I want? to be at where I wanted to be

I hv to set a goal for myself
I hv to sacrifice time..personal time..
To get what I want.. which sounds quite sad but this is what i'd chosen

So cadee..pls..pls.. always rmb to motivate urself
until U know..what u want..so that u are able to keep moving forward

HOMESICK

Never been that homesick before...
1st time ever in my life =(
I even think of get myself an air ticket..
back home in the morning and come back at night =.=
serious right? what the fark is going on with me?
Since when I become so weak
Is not about the tireness of work
Is about the time comsuming..I hv no personal time
I don even hv the fking free time to put lotion!
crap yea?!
Food around One U are damn expensive too!
I hv no idea where can i get food..nice and cheap
I feel hungry so often... and yes hell my gastric isnt feeling well
argh.. what can I do is only to hypnotize myself..
I need experience..I need money..I need future..SO I am here

first day of work...
collegue pretty nice =] thank god..
work are not that difficult as i thought..probably its gonna be tougher soon
the worse thing is that im gonna spend my whole day in kura..
the 3hour spilt doesn give me any point to walk back home for a nap
laptop at kura will be fine..and a good lunch
so its gonna be my 2nd home from now on
no matter what i hv to love my job

i really had a bad start on the 1st day =(
i am madly sick...keep shivering due to coldness
i feel hugnry but i dont hv any appetite to eat
my feet was aching..my back was aching
and dammit it i just realise i left my medicine at my friend place
which mean... probably tomorrow is not the time to get well yet >.< pk liao this time

i feel like collapse for several time liao..
my eye was half closed..
argh...thank god i back room safely
but I really need someone to talk to
haha its weird i know..but evertyime when i feel weak
i need someone to talk to me..cheer me up abit at least =(