从四月说到六月
从六月等到九月
从九月等到十一月
赞叹自己竟有如此耐力
佩服自己竟然想再等到二月XD

发现了一件事
原来我家的小孩
洗碗都不喜欢洗筷子和汤匙@.@

26th september 2009

The next morning once i reach Malaysia
I came out to kl to meet up with florence and Xueling and Kok loong
It was great..to see them doing well =) bee hui looks good and shear leen looks bright..this proof tht they are hving healthy life..not like me
Pale like zombie
It probably the last time Im gonna meet florence
I gonna miss her...Florence swee yeo..who spend time with me
for the entire year..she is the one who accompany me go through many time than the others =)
we eat..we laugh..we smile..we sleep..study..take flight..cook..shop till we drop..see mr16,8,4,13 once upon a time,cheering up for basketball team..dancing on the dance floor..christmas..easter..spain..disney..graduated together and so on
I am glad to hv her in past one year..
Wondering is that gonna end? or we might continue our story furter in future
its only a small small gathering
And then I heading to Pavillion
meeting up with Beh beh and Vun fui..wheeey~!!!
I actually miss them to be honest
Is glad to see them in good condition..I mean still perfectly look..can walk can talk
Kind of worried about vunfui since i read his blog looooooong time ago
Hope to catch up abit..And i got some clue today =)
Hope both of u are alright la..
We did nothing much tho..just talk talk talk talk in pancake house
the pancake wasnt really nice..but the ice cream is good :p

Wondering when I am gonna see u guys again..
I may see Beh bBeh soon in sdk..
But vunfui will be late la..
I do hope u take care la =)
Cheer up always..Friends is always here for u :p

Heading to See my sister soon..cant wait..
But I hate the long journey which gonna take me 5hour killing me softly tenderly with =bored to dead in train @.@

so many apart in 3months..driving me crazy yet learning to be calm

Leaving peiling alone in Cheltenham for two month ++
Friends leaving back to their home in June
Leaving Bham to Disney in June as well
Uncle passed away in July
After two month of happy time in disney
Leaving back to bham..Cried lots while leaving this wonderful place
Back to Peiling Place..Leave her after 3weeks
I was soo sad to leave her alone again
She seems miss me so much How i wish i can accompany her as long as i can
Meet my friend in congregation ceremony
the next day..people are leaving again...
this is real farewell..real goodbye
Wasnt feeling happy to go home yet happy to go home
Paradox killing me
Started to tell myself "cadee try to ignore the sadness of leaving and see people leaving" We need to move on dont we?

She told him she will be there once upon a time
She hope to tell him once again
But she isnt that firm enough already
She do not want to let herself get hurt
While she still moving forward to reach him
Doesn afriad to hurt again
But this is not correct..at all
Doesn bring any benefit to everyone
SO she have to move on
BUt still..decided to keep her words..will be there

I never know

Never know this is how i feel when i see you
Unexpectedly being not myself
I know it wasnt what it suppose to be
So I'll leave it
Just leave to how it suppose to be
So that thing will not get worse because of me
I am glad that I make it..to not scaring u again =]

What happen In Disney =)

This is a place..I love so much
This is a place..where dream come true
This is a place..U see people dreams come true
This is a place..tears me up with firework and parade
This is a place..I met great people
This is a place..I will never wanted to leave
where I wanted to stay..to live in..and bring my family here
I thought 2 month will be long enough to spend in here
But I was wrong..I did not have the opportunity to witness WIShes for many times..Its only twice
I miss the opportunity to see parade more and more again
I miss the chance to say good bye to some of my co worker
They are great

In this place..I can make myself even more comfortable to complete my job..because I like to see guest smiling because of our helpfulness
I come to know that the diffrence between Asia corporation and US corporation in a way that treating employees and managing the business

I actually hate working for the 1st month..its tiring..
but after i get acquintace with people around me
I am soooo looking forward to go to work
Eventhough its a double shift
Dot is always being so nice to me
I appreciate so much
On the day I leave..he gave ma a tinker bell table clock..Its so pretty
I still rmb what he said to me
"U are just like my daughter..My wife say tht too..we love you..Hope tinker bell bring luck to u..wish will come true..cause we know u like it"
And u successfully tear me up
I love you guys too..and I am quite wondering why u guys nv reply me in mail =(

Lots of thing..they just cant come to my mind right now
I Lived the most content and happy life in Disney
Evrryday is a meaningful day..I had something to do
I am not bored..eventho its tired..BUt I am happy =)

I will be there

Finally I talked to you
You sound so tired and unhappy once u pick up the phone
It wasnt ur original voice that u Used to be
I am soo worry..and I was actually do not know
What should I say to you firstly
BUt luckily...we sstill talked...
Like how we always do
I know things just happen on you..that u not expecting it
And its torturing..theres only one way u can choose
I know how suffer u are..but i cant do anything except supporting you
I am trying my best to reach you for many days
Finally I did it today and I am glad
At least..I make u forget ur own situation for an hour
And u actually laugh because of my words
Which is so big different compare to the voice u just picked up the phone
I got ur words..
and please remember..Do not think any negative thought
There is always a hope..I do pray for u everytime
And I am really here..To listen to you
Forget about the commitment..tht will only give u pressure
I just want u to share anything with me when u need to
I do not know what may happen when I go back
But u still hv my words right now
I will be there =)

Dearest MOM

事先声明
这篇东西不是写来弄哭你
>.<

生日快乐老板娘
妈咪
我其实差点忘了跟你说生日快乐
不是忘了你何时生日
而是忘了今天几号

谢谢外婆把你带来世上
没有你就没有我
没有你我就不能有那么多机会
那么多经历，那么多经验
虽然都不足挂齿
可是如果不是你的鼓励信任
我不能够独立
谢谢你一直相信我能够照顾自己

一年没回家了
我其实没难过
因为我常常打电话回去跟你聊天
我们彼此从不出现什么距离过

从以前很严厉的妈妈
到慢慢我长大了
变成我们可以了很多东西的妈妈
我甚至还可以跟你说“老板娘我想找男朋友”
我们就像朋友一样=）

现在的我还对未来很迷茫
我不知道我应该往哪里走
那一条路才是让我最开心和满足工钱又高的
我当然知道世上不可能够那么如意的事情
可是我会尽力得让自己目标明确
我选择了去英国，选择了来美国
就会好好地去享受与学习

因为这个机会是你和爸爸给我的
从这里面学到的东西
将来将会回馈给你

不好意思
我钱花很多=（
可是我知道我一定赚得回来！哈哈哈哈

妈妈要好好照顾自己
时刻记得放轻松
保持微笑

我爱你

让自己麻木

我要一直看
直到我麻木为止
这样大概会心痛
也许比较脆弱
可是随着麻木
慢慢就会减少
然后不再在乎了