so many apart in 3months..driving me crazy yet learning to be calm

Leaving peiling alone in Cheltenham for two month ++
Friends leaving back to their home in June
Leaving Bham to Disney in June as well
Uncle passed away in July
After two month of happy time in disney
Leaving back to bham..Cried lots while leaving this wonderful place
Back to Peiling Place..Leave her after 3weeks
I was soo sad to leave her alone again
She seems miss me so much How i wish i can accompany her as long as i can
Meet my friend in congregation ceremony
the next day..people are leaving again...
this is real farewell..real goodbye
Wasnt feeling happy to go home yet happy to go home
Paradox killing me
Started to tell myself "cadee try to ignore the sadness of leaving and see people leaving" We need to move on dont we?