After so long of waiting
He finally came back
SHe was really happy to see him
yet doesnt really feel like seeeing him
Because she understand the consequences for seeing him
She actually nv thought he will contact her when he came back
Thats makes her feel a lil bit happy
yet uneasy
Theres always hving contradiction in this matter

Her mind actually keep reminding her..No,Not to meet him
To avoid any inconvinience for him,for us
But she will nv say no to him
And they met..and talk about lots of stuff
She knew more about him
And even more concern than b4
This is one of the consequnces she tried to avoid
and mission failed again

She was not able to contact him while she was away for 10days
Wrote down all the word she wannted to tell him
But she knew she will never give the paper to him
And thought of MIA this time
After she calm her mind a lil bit
He reached her again

WHen she went home, they met again
talk again..She felt really happy and even more uneasy
Because this is not how it suppose to be before all things clear and done
ANd finally He told her..
What she'd been waiting for
him to being honest
She feel glad that he did not lied to her
eventhough thats really a heartbreaking answer
But she was fine and will be fine

And she want him to know
She still keeping her words
very firmly
Eventhough she do not want to see him get hurt
But in case he did..
She is there to listen to him
anytime =)
Please be happy