Resistant to change

The longer I stay at home
The more i don feel like going anywhere
Not even KL @.@
IF anyone could offer me a good job at sdk..I will love to stay..
Got car,got house..got food..I dont hv to worry at all
And my family is here..And the best if i can get a sdk husband
Then Im gonna stick with my family all the time @.@
This is nto good! Shy yi need exposure la..So anyway..I still need to go KL
Just the matter of..where am I gonna settle
BUt I really miss Peiling so much..
Everytime wan talk to her...I mean face to face
SHe sure at UK.... @.@ which make me miss her even more after I msn with her =.=
I go no idea how come no matter where I am..
I always miss her =.= too bad..she is not a man wakaka

Finally I met Tay =)
Glad tht he is doing great..
And his gf penny too..
Went Karaoke with JAckson, Ah tan, Ah tsen and tay's couple
Finally I went to encore =.=
I nv know sandakan karaoke is like tht
well not really bad..at least i haad fun with my fren
And I feel excited that Calixta is coming back

After I came back from Encore..
I chat with peiling..
Two empty ppl..talk to each other like blur blur at 1st..but now ok liao la
Cause been mengkaji those Christmas Dessert recipe

They all look very the nice ><
ANd I am hungry now><

Felt weird in a sudden
Like all my body filled with emptiness..Maybe peiling spread virus to me =.=
Feel heavy and like do not know why m i sitting here =(
Thts weird..I'd been controlling myself very well
Thikn its because its really so late now..and quiet

Good night =)