HOMESICK

Never been that homesick before...
1st time ever in my life =(
I even think of get myself an air ticket..
back home in the morning and come back at night =.=
serious right? what the fark is going on with me?
Since when I become so weak
Is not about the tireness of work
Is about the time comsuming..I hv no personal time
I don even hv the fking free time to put lotion!
crap yea?!
Food around One U are damn expensive too!
I hv no idea where can i get food..nice and cheap
I feel hungry so often... and yes hell my gastric isnt feeling well
argh.. what can I do is only to hypnotize myself..
I need experience..I need money..I need future..SO I am here